feels
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I suppose I am going to be writing tonight, as suggested. Must be hand written because typing I get more side tracked than the old school ink to paper way! 📃 🖊
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Six more days until the date of my sister’s death date. That’s always a bummer in my birthday month. I often wonder what it would be like with her in the world today. I believe she would have beat addiction and become the mom, sister, wife, and/or friend everyone needs. I never thought I’d surpass…
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Wow, my actual spoken words of a last time of doing my “chemical happiness” due to lack of availability and money. I have been wanting the last time for years but every time it’s ripped apart and I am not getting the momentum of a mindset settled. I need it to be and go a…
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NF song & other lyrics that hit like Ike!
admiring, art, clouds, favorite, feelings, feels, floodgates, Forever, heard, heartfelt, idioms, Love, lyrics, maybe, meanings, mindporn, music, new, oldmusic, openingup, perspective, poetry, quotes, randomness, reflect, remember, sadness, shade, signs, symbolism, understanding, universe, unloved, wordpornI think this song was called 3a.m. by NF. -I wonder what NF stands for… Not Fake, Never Finished, No Fear… I just researched the answer… it’s his name ‐ Nate Feuerstein!
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All I can hear is the fucking rebuttle of a toxic and horrible thing named Danielle. She is really in there for the last few weeks. I cut her off so I could grow. The devilment is outrageously insane and foul as fuck towards me and all my beings. Repressing the harsh feelings I have…
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🧐Got some motivational inspiration from noticing in the hospital is everybody’s eyes were the same. It’s too scary with no color only hues displayed. No aura of intuition and integrity, now-a-days I wishfully want and deservedly desire only 💯% realism from another. …Maybe there’s a not a cure… …Maybe there’s not a method out of…